What You Do Actually Matters

I have a lot on my mind tonight as I write this, and I have so many things that I feel I should share. 
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Last night I was talking to a friend about God. 
I have been pretty frustrated and exhausted with my job for months and months now. 
Lately however, I have noticed that my attitude at work isn't so great. 
A few months ago I took on the role as supervisor at my workplace, and it has been a hard transition. I went from being only a little "higher up" than all my co-workers to being in charge of them. It has been difficult for them to adjust to this, if they are even trying..
I am honestly trying my best, but social anxiety and stress have been conquering me quite a bit. 
Anyway, in my conversation last night, the fact that God is and can use me in my workplace came up. 

That is the truth! It's hard to KNOW that in the everyday, and act on it. But I do have an influence there. 
"Actions speak louder than words".
If I have a good attitude and am motivated, others will notice. They may follow in my steps and learn self-motivation as well! It's actually crazy how much what you do matters. 

I am actually hoping to move on from my job in the next few months. I have a huge and crazy plan, and I'm actually a little hesitant to tell people about it. I know I will be judged, and looked down on, especially by older adults. But I am young, why can't I challenge myself and do something a little untraditional or crazy??

More to be announced about that later, but I am just saying. 
God can use you exactly where you are. 
Sometimes when you want to make a change and have a big decision to make, the answer or solution isn't black and white. 
Sometimes you just have to have faith that in whatever you decide to do, God will be with you. Sometimes you just have to step out, and stop asking what you should do. Have faith! He loves you and is working everything together for the good of those who love Him. Romans 8:28 

#ChallengeYourself #BeMotivated #DoSomethingDifferent